Before we conclude this part, let’s not forget the extremely distressing parallels between the “protection” Trayvon was offering in addition to extortion I’d been threatened with during the Swift Annex. Because the theory is that at the very least, pay-to-stay extortion can also be partly a security racket. The re re re payments you will be making to the extortionist(s) are additionally supposedly “protection cash” whereby they “protect” you against being extorted or fucked over by others. Which of program means they have you and you are clearly their bitch. This is precisely what I happened to be attempting to escape by checking in the Box during the Swift Annex.
Yet right here I became, not as much as 2 months later on, planning to get into a relationship with Trayvon, that would be my “protection man” in substitution for some generosity during the canteen plus some as-yet undefined number of “messing around sex. ” Please inform me personally how about that doesn’t seem like a security racket?
Once you place it this way it sure does! In these, the harshest possible terms as I was considering what to do it was important to pose the question to myself. However, if anyone had ever placed it that way to Trayvon — or if for reasons uknown Trayvon ever checks out this tale of my anxiety he will be absolutely furious about him— I’m sure! Continue reading Chapter 9: Trayvon — Intercourse, enjoy, and Like in Prison4